June 2013
96 posts
I don't ask for much
Don’t say things you don’t mean. Don’t tell me what you think I want me to hear. Don’t feed me your bullshit. Don’t make promises you can’t keep. Don’t waste my energy, especially when all I try to give is love and positivity. Please spare me the grief.
Another Nightmare
I just woke up with tears pouring down my face. I had a vivid nightmare that my mother died. Then I started doing crazy things and preaching that “you have no idea when you die” as my reason behind it. In reality, I almost lost my mom last Monday. I didn’t know how to handle it. I remember being outside on the ICU floor crying my eyes out, saying my mom doesn’t deserve to be in that pain and wishing it was me. She’s fine now. I guess the point of this post is to not take your love ones for granted. You don’t know how much time left you have with them. Take advantage of every second of life. You don’t know how long you have either.
I learned
If you give someone the attention they want, then they’ll leave you alone.
